NEBAB #54: The Great Fast - Metsagu'i
NEBAB #54
The Orthodox Tewahedo Magazine
THE GREAT FAST (LENT)
WEEK 4: METSAGU'I - THE PARALYTIC MAN
Ethiopian Orthodox Church
Archdiocese of the Caribbean and Latin America
"Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents that he was born blind?"
"When the unclean spirit has gone out of a person, it passes through waterless places seeking rest, but finds none. Then it says, ' I will return to my house from which I came. And when it comes, it finds the house empty, swept and put in order. Then it goes and brings with it seven other spirits more evil than itself and they enter and dwell there, and the last state of that person is worse than the first. So also will it be with this evil generation." Matthew 12:43-45
Confession is not only a psychological treatment, it is an important church sacrament and psychological treatment is one of its advantages. Forgiveness of sins accompanies this sacrament. This gift cannot be offered by any psychological clinic in the world, even if its doctors are experts and believers.
Here are a few guiding questions to help you in your self examination:
Prayer
1. Do you neglect your prayers or are you regular in your prayers?
Do you neglect them sometimes or completely? Why?
Have you thought of a solution for it? What was the result?
2. When do you pray? When you wake up in the morning? Before sleeping?
Before and after eating? Before leaving home? Before you start any work?
In any trouble you face? Do you pray while you are on the road? While you are with people?
3. Do you have long private prayers where you have a private conversation with God?
Are you regular in these prayers? Are these prayers growing or diminishing?
4. Do you pray with the psalms? Do you pray all the prayers of the canonical hours or
some of them? Which ones do you pray? If you do not pray with the psalms, why?
5. Do you memorize the psalms and litanies from the prayer hours?
Is this memorization growing or diminishing?
6. Do you pray with a fervent heart? Do you pray with tears at times?
Do you feel the presence of God while praying?
Are your prayers lukewarm or sometimes hot and sometimes lukewarm? Why?
7. Does your mind wander during praying?
During which kind of prayers does your mind wander?
In which kind of topics does your mind wander?
Does this continue for any length of time? What have you done to remedy this problem?
8. What is the posture of your body during prayer? Do you stand and lift up your hands to God?
Do you kneel? Do you bow? Do you have any other posture?
Do you stand respectfully in front of God?
Do you bend your feet or lean your body against a wall?
Do you move your hands or do your eyes look at other things?
9. Are there any special topics that occupy your mind during praying?
Do you pray for your sins and your spiritual life? Do you pray for others?
Do you pray for those who bother you? Do you have material requests?
10. Do you give God your best time while you are fully active?
Do you pray while you are physically and mentally exhausted?
Fasting
1. Do you fast all the fasting days of the church or just some of them?
Which fasting days do you practice regularly?
Do you fast Wednesdays and Fridays of every week?
Are there any obstacles, which hinder your fasting? What are they?
2. Do you abstain from food during fasting? For how long?
3.Do you desire special kinds of food? Do you fulfill that desire?
Do you ask that special kinds of food be prepared for you?
4. Do you spend much on food, in general and on its luxuries, specifically?
5. Do you eat between meals?
Giving Alms
Are you faithful in giving your tithes to God?
Do you only give your tithes or do you give generosity?
What is your feeling when you give?
Is it a feeling of pride or a feeling of love toward Jesus’ brothers?
4.Do you get annoyed sometimes by those who ask you for alms? Or do you give cheerfully?
Communion and Confession
1. Are you regular in receiving communion? When was the last time you received communion?
2. Are you regular in confession? When was the last time you confessed?
3.If you are negligent, what is the reason?
4. 4. Do you feel that there is something you want to hide from your priest?
5. Do you prepare and examine yourself thoroughly before confession?
6. Are there repeated sins in your confessions? What have you done to overcome them?
Reading
1. Do you read the Bible regularly? Do you read in sequence?
2. Do you meditate in your readings? Do you write these meditations or just think about them?
3. Do you study the Bible? Do you read any commentaries?
4. Do you read other religious books?
What kind do you read (spiritual, lives of saints, dogma, etc.)? Do you read regularly?
5. Do you read inappropriate books or magazines?
Do you sometimes read topics that make you stumble?
6. What is the average time you devote to spiritual readings every day or every week?
7. Do you try to apply what you read to your life or do you train yourself with spiritual exercises?
Sigdet (Prostrations)
Do you do sigdet, that is, bowing before God while asking for forgiveness?
How many do you do? Are they accompanied by short prayers?
Going to Church
1. Do you go to church and attend the Divine Liturgy regularly?
If there are obstacles in your way, what are they?
2. Do you attend the Divine Liturgy while fasting?
3.Do you come early to the Divine Liturgy? Do you attend all of the prayers?
4. Do you attend other meetings besides the Divine Liturgy, like the vesper service,
sermons, youth meetings, Sunday school, etc.? Do you attend them regularly?
5. Do you serve in the church? Are you faithful in your service?
Are there any problems that bother you?
Spiritual Exercises
1. Do you have spiritual exercises? What are they? Are you successful in applying them?
If not, what are the reasons for your failure?
2. Are there any virtues, which you would like to attain?
Relationship With People
1. Do you have good relations with people, old, young, family members, colleagues, or others?
If not, why?
2. Have you been angry with someone? For what reason?
3. Was your anger suppressed or apparent? Did you raise your voice?
Did you say any words that hurt others? Did you insult them or fight with them?
4. Did your anger go away fast or did it remain for a long time? For how long?
Did you have bad thoughts because of your anger?
Did your anger leave any bad feelings toward any person?
Did this anger change to hatred for a period?
Did this anger remain in your heart as enmity with someone?
5. If you were angry with someone, have you reconciled with him?
Did you initiate this reconciliation or did others interfere?
How long did this enmity last? Is everything alright now?
6. Is there anyone who offends or makes you angry?
What is your reaction toward him outwardly? Inwardly?
7. To what extent do you have virtues such as perseverance, longsuffering, forgiving, and
loving your enemies?
8. Do you sometimes hurt others even by joking, through ignorance, or by being forgetful?
What have you done to overcome this matter? Have you apologized to those whom you hurt?
9. Do you hurt others with the excuse of defending the truth? How did you hurt them?
10. What are the obstacles toward the virtue of meekness in your behavior?
11. Do you abuse the rights of anyone? Do you perform all your duties toward
everyone faithfully, whether in the family, at work, in church or in your social relations?
12. Do you keep bad company? With whom?
What sins do you commit because of this bad company?
Do you have friends who drive you away from the church and from God’s love?
13. Are your financial relations with people good? Were you unjust with anyone?
Did you cheat anyone?
14. Do you perform your financial obligations toward God; the virtue of giving alms?
What is your reaction toward tithes the first fruits and participating in the needs of the church?
15. Are you humble in treating other people or do you treat anyone with pride?
16. Do you behave violently toward others or treat them unkindly?
On the other hand, are you calm, merciful and moderate? Are you passive?
What kinds of sin do you commit due to your passive nature?
17. Do you love to have people praise you? Do you seek that? How?
What is your feeling if someone rebukes you, ignores you, rejects you, or
does not treat you appropriately?
18. Do you try sometimes to pretend before people to be the opposite of what you are?
19. Is your behavior an obstacle to others?
20. Do you serve others and tire yourself for others’ comfort?
Some Kinds of Sins
Sins of the Tongue:
1. What are the sins that you commit with your tongue? Do you lie, judge others,
“blaspheme, swear, insult, humiliate someone, bad humor, silly discussions,
or any inappropriate talk, etc.”?
2. With whom have you sinned? And to whom? How many times (if possible)
and for what reason? Did this matter become a habit?
3. Have you thought of overcoming those sins? How? What was the result?
4. Are you very talkative? Do you talk about subjects that you do not understand?
Do you feel that you waste your time in useless talking instead of talking
about something more useful?
5. Do you sing worldly songs? Do you sometimes use words that are inappropriate
for God’s children to use?
6. Is your voice loud or harsh? Do you think before you talk?
Do you interrupt during discussions? Do you make mistakes while discussing something?
7. Do you interfere in other people’s business?
Do you give your opinion even if you are not asked?
Do you like to be always critical of others, rebuke and advise others, even those
who are older than you, those who are strangers or even who do not accept your advice?
8. Have you trained yourself to be silent? What are the results?
Sins of Thought:
1. What kinds of sins do you fall into by your thoughts?
Is it adultery, lust, thoughts of wrath, hatred, revenge, judging others,
thinking evil, pride, envy, blasphemy, doubt or daydreaming?
2. Does this thought stay with you for a long period? For how long?
3. Does such thought come to you from outside and you do not like it but try
to cast it away or do you welcome the thought, enjoy it, and try to build on it other thoughts?
4. Does the thought change into lust and tempt you to actually sin?
Every time you sin by thought, do you also sin by deed?
5. Is your mind occupied with cares of this world, its many problems and worries?
Sins by Senses:
What are the sins that you fall into by your senses; by sight, hearing or touch?
Do you fall in adultery by your senses? Do you desire what others have?
Do you spy on others? Do you listen to dirty jokes and words?
Sins of the Heart:
1. Are there any desires and feelings of your heart that do not please God?
Is there in your heart any envy, jealousy, hatred, desire to be rich, desire for high positions,
love of authority, pride, love of the world vain glory, love of the flesh, or love of revenge?
2. Is there in your heart any wrath, complaint, provoking, despair, or sadness?
3. Do these feelings and desires appear in your daily life, in your thoughts and your dreams?
Sins of Deed:
1. What are the actual sins you have committed? What commandments
have you broken: adultery, stealing, killing, fighting, and drinking, rebellion, negligence, bad habits, etc.?
2. How many times have you repeated sin? With whom have you sinned and to whom?
3. What are the bad consequences of your sin? Have you treated them or are they still existing?
4. Are there constant causes that lead you to sin? What are they?
Are there occasional causes or have they become a habit?
What have you done to avoid these causes?
5. Have you tried to repent and forsake these sins? Have you succeeded or failed in repenting?
The difficulty is not in the "issue" of the Hypostases, but rather in the "designation" of the Hypostases. We call the Divine Being "The Father," meaning "Origin or Source," Naturally, it is not a physically reproductive fatherhood, but an equivocally spiritual one. To some extent, it may resemble our saying that Egypt is our mother.
Likewise, we call the Divine Wisdom "Son," meaning "Mind." This, of course is a spiritual sonship, not reproductive.
Alternatively, it is like saying:
The mind of so-and-so solved the problem = so-and so solved the problem
Therefore, the mind of so-and so = so and so himself
And, the Mind of God = God himself
We also refer to the Divine Life as "The Holy Spirit" which is to say "Life," because the Spirit is the Breath of Life. When the spirit departs from man, he is brought to an end.
Thus, these appellations are linguistic expressions intended to convey to us an essential reality, being that: "God is one: Existing by His being, Rational by His Word, and Living by HIs Spirit."
A miracle performed by Our Lady Holy Mary, Two Fold Virgin, Mother of Divinity, may her prayer and blessing be with her servant Yamana Kerestos forever and ever. Amen. As the sand of the sea can not be counted so also the number of great miracles of Our Lady Holy Mary, Two Fold Virgin, Mother of Divinity, is impossible to count for the mind of a mortal man. It can not be reached by counting nor by careful calculation. A mortal’s tongue can not tell it to completion. Now, I will tell you what Our Lady Holy Mary, Two Fold Virgin, Mother of Divinity has done, as I heard it with my own ears and seen it with my own eyes. I am telling just a little bit of her miracles [by the grace of][1] the Spirit of her son, who created the world in his wisdom, makes me understand. He is worthy of worship now and always forever and ever. Amen.
It is reported that there was a servant girl living in her masters’ house. One evening the Enemy came and knocked at the door. The girl went and caught the door with her right hand. [Immediately,] her fingers became paralysed and she fell on the ground. She fainted and became like a corpse. Her friends lifted her up and wept for her. They spent the whole night weeping. When it was morning, they took her to the church of Our Lady Holy Mary, Two Fold Virgin, Mother of Mercy and told the priest in the church what had happened and what the Enemy did to the servant girl. The priest, hearing this, picked up the Book of the Miracles of Our Lady Holy Mary, Two Fold Virgin, Mother of Divinity, and read the book over the servant girl and sprinkled holy water on her. [Immediately,] the girl’s fingers became normal. Then, the Enemy again brought another evil upon the servant girl. The Enemy mixed grass, thread upon which was the shell of a seed, trash, and goat hide and put it inside her throat. The servant girl suffered greatly. The people wept before Our Lady Holy Mary, Two Fold Virgin, Mother of the Creator. For a second time the priest sprinkled upon her holy water saying, “In the name of the Father , the Son and the Holy Spirit.” Immediately, the girl vomited everything that was in her throat in front of all the people. When the people saw this, they marvelled and praised God and glorified Our Lady Holy Mary, Two Fold Virgin, Mother of Divinity, Performer of Miracles and Wonders. May her prayer and blessing be a shield for Yamana Kerestos forever and ever. Amen.
Miracle of Mary: https://pemm.princeton.edu/en-us/stories/503
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